I am exhausted today. I want to take a poetry class at the local university but the two nights it's offered are my recovery meditation meetings. I decided to put my recovery first and look for a poetry class online. It is expensive. The course I liked was $532.00!The only free one looked boring and the third was a scam.

I gathered up all my poetry from the last two years and decided to make my own book. I sat and stared at 6 notebooks full of poetry. I could not write, edit, or even read them. I stacked them neatly on the floor for another day.

I broke my diet and went to McKdonalds and ordered a chicken sandwich and fries off the dollar menu. I shared it with my dachsund. I will start dieting again tomorrow.

Second day back on Vraylar. Wondering if it is the culprit for my new hunger. Having a cup of coffee now.

I went to bed. I'm glad I got everything done yesterday when I was hypo. Today is a bipolar down loop. I have all my friends here to chill with. Grateful for you guys.