Thanks. im trying to understand what recurrent dreams could mean. here are some of them:

- i get lost more and more times and then arrive late (or not at all) at our session

- his office / his look is different

- he has other patients during my session time and does nothing to make up for it, abandons me almost as if he actually doesnt want me anymore

- he ignores me when i try to talk to him or to remind him its our session time and he should listen to me. i feel unheard and unimportant to him.

- he harasses me and then transforms himself into my CSAbuser

- he has other things to do rather than doing therapy with me during our session time (talking with others, phoning, having fun with others etc.)

- his therapy office is actually a dentist studio and he blurs between the two



i guess most of the dreams has issues with being rejected which is my biggest fear. or him hurting me somehow...
Do you see anything else?

im also thinking about what ArtieSwimsOn has said. may i be afraid im rejecting/forgetting him? (we only see 3 times a year - and i have a separate T i see every week)

i just texted him today and he answered and was so sweet…