So it turns out that HR has to approve my physical restriction of only being able to lift 20lbs. If they decide not to accommodate, I lose the job. To think I’ve gone through all this just to lose the job is horrible. I won’t find out until next week bc the woman who makes those determinations is on vacation. So I get to worry all weekend. Great. I’m probably going to lose this job. That’s just how things go for me. I’m just so upset. I was already in s bad mood today (just cranky because of my car and the heat) and now this.

Uuuugh if I lose this job I will not be happy. I barely got any calls for receptionist positions. No one wants me because I don’t have any experience. I’ll be right back where I started.

Maybe by some miracle I’ll get the job still but I’m not holding my breath.