Your problems are just as valid as anyone else's.

I'd ride with you. I actually feel weirdly talkative for once. (Kind of feels like I took 3 adderalls but I haven't had any in a couple weeks). I think it's off putting to people I know though because for forever I've just been the one that listens. I'm a bit tired of listening though. haha. I want to talk. I feel like I haven't actually talked in years. Just a bunch of yeahs and messages of agreement came out of my mouth. So if you could put up with me talking your head off I'd ride with you. haha. Also I need somewhere to stay if I ever get out that way for a warriors game. Good luck today. I hope things go smoothly.

tbh it's kinda good that I'm feeling more talkative. Therapy is going better now and things are weirdly making more sense. Maybe my brain is just working better. My pdoc did say that it takes 1-2 years after a psychotic break for your brain to heal. It's been 2 years. I've been patiently waiting. I think it helped that I came off tramadol and soma too. Who knows. The brain is weird.