I write messages on here but I wonder if I'll ever see if somebody else sends me a reply it's so weird I don't know how to check my replies anyway are you still on your antidepressant I think it was Paxil.. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad I used to get Haldol in the hospital when things would really get out of whack. How is the Lamictal hoping you I was on Lamictal and then they changed me over to lithium