I just had an idea....I continue to suffer because of my very serious
breakdown....when I stopped my private practice...so every so often i
go back to that and cry....so it is not going away...so what I am going to
do in the future is to just cry and move on until the next time...it probably
is not going to be fixed...a lot of things don't get fixed...I just need to move
on as soon as I can...and not spend so much time there...