I know, this may not be "jump up and down", pop open the champagne excitement for most people... but I really struggle with things like making decisions and change.

I've been trying to replace my mattress for YEARS. Up until recently though, it was always "good enough" that I couldn't deal with the risk of something new being worse. (The mattress is about 18 years old, fairly hard at this point, and isn't working that well for me anymore.)

I finally... just now... ordered a new foundation and mattress online. After years of research, reading reviews, trying mattresses in stores, getting samples of latex foam sent to my house.

I'm excited. I'm also nervous. They'll take away my old mattress and boxspring, which is good (I can't move those myself!) but... part of me worries that I won't like the new one.

Realistically though, I've done as much research and due diligence as I possibly could. If I don't like the new one... it will be OK. There's a 100 day return policy, and a one year timeframe to exchange the topper for a different firmness. I can also try try the mattress without the topper, if it's too soft for me with it. So, I have oodles of options.

Anyway, I'm just going to celebrate that I finally made a decision, lol. My therapist is probably going to jump up and down on Tuesday when I tell her. She gets kind of worn out by all my "thinking" sometimes!

Thanks for listening!