Marina,
Welcome to the forums. I'm sorry that you hurt and that it is so hard to accept help from someone who wants to help you. I hope that you can find a way to let him help. You can come talk to us here any time you like too.

<font color=blue>Life is filled with tragedy; if you let it overwhelm you, you cannot enjoy life's innocent pleasures. -Robert Heinlein</font color=blue>