I put a brave face on everything when I'm with other people, but when I'm alone is when the blackness hits, yet I can't help but seek out my own company a lot, I must be a complete waste of space, otherwise I wouldn't seek out my own company so much and would be able to stay near other people and would choose to not isolate myself away from the world so much

I'm just using this thread as a place to post crap, I'm happy others posting in this thread but I'm happy there being no responses as well, just making this clear