I emailed my former T and overshared about how much I miss her and how I am going to hate having to say goodbye to her next week on the phone. I told her how I've been crying when I think about losing her which is a lot of times and how I am trying to honor our work together by dealing with this well (i.e. by not SH-ing) and how she has done so much to help me transition to a new T and how much I appreciate her and even though I poured my heart out. It's just sad now because I know that she isn't going to respond and I'm just stuck with all these feelings/emotions with no where for them to go.