I am paranoid and anxious that the insurance company will contact you and you will be annoyed with me. Or that you will straight up just be annoyed that I prewarned you that they might because I think I mentioned it before but I don’t know if you will remember or not.

Ultimately I know it will be okay but of course this all happened on a Friday and you aren’t in the office until Tuesday so I won’t get any reassurance until then. I hate all the money stress but I know you know that. I really can’t afford to pay you more even with this minimal insurance help but I’m scared you are going to disagree and make it an issue. But maybe it’s all amplified in my head because I’m trying to prep for your long holiday and our month away from therapy.