Thanks for the hugs Clyde!

Bebop, you are a totally nice person and appreciate your kindness!

WMD, You are incredibly wise! My heart is truly broken right now. I know my BF knows of my hard time because I am taking it out on him...unintentionally. He is very concerned for me as yesterday I was at the lowest point of my life in a very long time. I just stopped talking and was so very very very angry at the universe. I didn't care about anything at all....not even him. I was ready for exiting this world, but having him by my side constantly helped a ton. Today I am not as down or angry, but still a bit angry....ya know?!
My car broke down last night and so that just put the topping on the cake. UGH! Oh well, I can only do what I can do I guess. *big heavy sigh*
I just feel.....lost. How the heck do I get back to feeling connected and not like I am floating in some fog all the time?!

BJ