Haha coyote i had thought i hit the BP daily check in. man. my brain is fried. I'm sorry. I guess it does fit in with agitation though. Don't mind me while I lose my mind.

Also mixed episodes are the worst. I was in one in 2015 for 8 months. Took like 3 hospitalizations to get meds right. Took a **** ton of therapy and personal work I was just a depressed ball of rage and kept getting psychotic. 0/10 do not recommend. It'll get better. Moods eventually pass just takes time. I keep telling myself that hoping things get better ha. one day.