Today has sucked. I've been crying 3.5 hours straight. Just something little set it off, and I can't hold everything inside any more. I've just had too much crap to deal with and one last thing was one last thing too many not to mention I've spent 2 weeks straight asking people & organizations for help, and I get turned down again and again. I am trying, yelling, telling people I need help, and no one listens.

My husband distrusts pdocs and diagnoses such as bipolar. It makes everything so, so hard.

At this point, I feel like God hates me.