I managed to get to the fun fair tonight like I said I'd do

the reason I wanted to go?

is so that I could tick something off my bucket list (that thing being to ride a ride)

but...

I am too fat for the rides at the funfair

their, I said it. I am too fat for the funfair rides

plus, to add insult to injury, I didn't win any sweets, and I didn't win a teddy.

I went to all that effert (I was really anxious and built myself up), for absolutely **** all

I feel like I failed

big fat failure