I said this on a different forum to a friend of mine:
Possible trigger:
The abusive voices are being mean and I'm scared of them
they say I killed poor Ebony and her death lies at my door, nobody else's and they say if the RSPCA find out what happened I'll have Tigger taken away and never be allowed another pet ever again
What I use to self harm is also whispering my name and the abusive voices want me to obey the self harm tool
If I adopt Dolly, the abusive voices say I'll kill her as well like I killed poor sweetpea Ebony
The bad stuff that happened to Ebony was all my fault