Everything is too quiet now. I do everything out of obligation...there's not really anything to do for fun anymore. I can't go anywhere besides stores because it's either not fun or not safe to go to things alone. Meet up groups are all during the week when I'm usually not free.

The worst part is there's nothing to look forward to. When I was in a relationship, at least I could look forward to not spending the entire weekend alone.

I just want something concrete to look forward to, not just something in the far future with a lot of "maybes" attached to it.