Well, I wasn't allowed to work full time because all my classes are during the day (except one that's online) and that's when my job was. I have four classes right now which all have a lot of homework. It feels like as much if not more than when I was full time in grad school. I can only keep up with contract work right now but I start adding more evening hours next week.

You see, I'm a loser simply because I can't work full time and go to school. Even if they weren't at the same time.

I'm also a loser because I'm not married at my age. I should relate to them pretty well then. I have no idea if they can tell how old I am. I usually come across around 23 so I should seem about the same age anyway.

And it matters less if I relate to them but if I feel inferior to them or not. I'm going to avoid people my age because I AM inferior to them, but college students I may be more equal to.