I was going to post almost exactly what Laurie wrote.

I understand how stressful a CPS investigation is. I've had them come out to our house 3 times over the years (though one was a nasty neighbor who made a false allegation that CPS realized right away was a joke).

However, I'm glad that they visited your house. That means they are doing their job of making sure that kids are in safe situations. It is possible that they can give you information on resources available to you in your community. You've been posting increasingly desperate posts so please avail yourself to all resources that may be available to you - even if they come from CPS.

You and your family will get through this. As I said, I understand how stressful it is but maybe something good will come out of it.