Thank you for doing that research for me and sorry I forgot to say yes I am in the UK.
You all are like family , well you care more than family do anyway which touches my heart . I see people giving me support and then I see they are in crisis too. People in crisis that despite their own despair are trying to help others . That shows how special you all are and how none of us here deserve this .
I will try to get through this day and if o need to I will contact them