My mind is in such pain right now. My whole life, all I've worked for, is about to go down the ******* in 28 days.....unless a miracle sweeps me off my feet.
I've cheated myself.
I've lied to myself...big time .
I've torture and abuse my emotions on a daily basis.
Every dammed thing sucks *** and it is all so depressing.
Yet....
I'm still here...
I'm still alive? How the hell did that happen?
Look, you have no idea the effect you have on others. Trust me.
I found something I used to just love as a child, and went back to doing it. Cures it? No.
But a good distraction might be all you need.
Depression is Never going to "go away".
The bad times remind of how good the good times really are.
I suck at it, but I try to focus on the good times.
All I can do is keep trying or die...
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Originally Posted by Goals2017
Lol now that’s something to think about. But foreal I’m slowly drowning in my depression
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