I went back to bed and slept a LONG time. I have a lot of pain today. We went to town and walked and shopped. I am afraid of what is happening in my body. I recently got a double chin as well as a second roll on my belly. Scares me. I do not eat. I have forced myself to eat two meals a day with high protein and limit carbs. I use the exercise bike at home a little bit each day. I am having trouble with bursitis in both hands. It is in the thumb joint. I wear splints most of the time and I can't really do much with them on. Or off as I have pain. I am getting frightened of my body and it's unfitness. I hate it. I hate having pain. I have it pretty constantly though the severe pain is managed. I have learned that if I pull in my belly and stand straight and walk I have less pain. Standing hurts but not as much if I do this. I have muscles that need to be strengthened but carefully. I pushed too far in P.T. and it hurt bad Friday. Anyway, I guess this is not the forum for this so I will stop. Thanks Sky.
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