I invested almost a year in this relationship and it's been a waste. I had so many dreams.....well now I have to learn to live alone again. It may be hard being a caregiver but to say that depression is not an excuse for staying in bed is too harsh. I think I did right in breaking up. He was so willing to break up too. It would have never worked out. I guess I'll be more depressed for a while. Right now I feel I can't take it any more....I am like the living dead. And I want to die. But hopefully I can overcome this. I'll miss having a bf but I guess it is at least better than being in a bad relationship. Anyway, we have decided to remain friends.....