warning Drinking behavior disaster last night:
warning drinking behavior disaster last night:



I saw 2 clients in the afternoon, then we went to a friend house for a cook out. Prior to leaving I had 2 rum drinks quickly and jeff said I was drunk before we even got there. I had brought along some rum and a few cream sodas for mixing.
I don't remember much,After getting there because I blacked out. I threw up before we had dinner and after we had dinner.

I do remember throwing up in the living room and bathroom and almost in jeffs car coming home.
Jeff told me that I had called apologizing to paul(don't remember that), I did text him later and got a nice text back.....

I think my drinking plan on the weekends sucks

and need to come up with a different plan.
I need jeff to help me. He said he tried to get me to quit but that did not work out I grabbed the drink out of his hand he told me.

I apologized to jeff and thanked him for helping to clean up the mess.
He was very quiet last night when we got home. I had to drag the sordid details out of him.
This morning is a light morning, had a cancellation one of my clients passed away....
so I have time to type this out.
No hang over this morning, I feel great, guilty.... but great.
Hubby kissed me good bye like normal all is forgotten/forgiven.....
sigh
bizi