You have no idea about the DREAD I have to go through every day... that is the reason why I am getting into verbal fights with my parents so often. I am tired of their illogical **** ever since I realized how mentally unhealthy they are. I am afraid of everything everytime. I even am afraid of triggering people when I talk to them, that is why I have chosen to be an enigma. But I have no valium, I have no counseling, no support... just apparent placebos. Nobody is trying to help Dr.Savior.