I'm glad your session with the T went well and that you are starting to feel connected even though its scary. It's hard to lose a T either because they quit or had to move or took another job or whatever. My former T got MS and had to stop practicing suddenly. Its been terribly difficult losing that support. I'm trying a new therapist so like you I know very little about her and I'm in the getting to know you stage. I too feel like I don't want to get connected (because I don't want to get hurt) but I know that for me it works better if I am connected. I'm glad that you are able to see some of the progress you made with S and are able to carry it forward. That's a good thing. Hang in there okay?