Dear T. I don't want to have the goodbye call tomorrow. I know I have to say goodbye. I know you've helped me through the transition and now that I think I'm going with Tony the Tiger T that we have to stop the phone sessions. I just don't want to. I never wanted to have to say goodbye to you. I wish you didn't get MS. I wish you could have stayed my T. This pain is intense. I know I probably am going to SH after the call but I know it would be better not to because it would better honor the work we have done together. Its just that I don't know what to do without you.