I don't know I am afraid I may have got myself into a bat situation, yet again with the same person. I don't know though, I kind of think it is more likely due to the fact that I kind of have this belief that is very deep inside me that I don't deserve to be treated well. I am just so confused because I am not sure if this guy is good or bad. I am horrible at judging it. I actually didn't even have a fleeting thought of even talking to him at all, but then 5 days ago I found myself talking to him on the phone, it was like it was happening and I had no control. But then I found myself on the way to his place and then I went away completely for part of the time and came back during something I kind of was not even considering as an option at this point. What is going on with me, is it co-consciousness or what? I am just so confused and lost. The last time I was with him I just quit talkking to him all of a sudden.