You want to see C, but I'm the one who's coming! I can't help it! You're probably really mad at me for being such a headache yesterday. You probably hate me now, even though you said you don't. I think that is a lie! Therapy triggers me and I can't calm down and I can't back down, either, apparently. When I think of you talking to C, it fills me with rage. Makes me want to hurt her and you. I want to lash out so bad. Nobody cares how I feel. I don't know what to do with my anger. I want to hurt and destroy. Our agreement has expired, so I don't know what's stopping me. I feel like doing something drastic.