okay so i cant seem to stay on track..with anything.....my mom thinks that if i do stuff i wont be depressed...but when i'm depressed i dun feel like doing anything...so when she makes me do stuff it gets worse....she thinks i use depression as an excuse not to do stuff....if i DIDN'T want to do stuff i would say so..before depression i would ride all day...now i want to stop riding and showing...but i really dont want to....she doesn't understand it.......idk if i wanna be in this house anymore