Thank you. I always appreciate the insight you provide on the forums.

This is the crux, isn’t it? I have spent so long believing that I can just... overcome any problems that I have. I have been assured that I cannot.

And now I’m looking at jumping on that crummy merry-go-round of medication.

I just want to feel... i don’t know... quiet inside. But, I don’t know what that even feels like. I wan’t a medication that I can’t tell that I am taking. I want to be one of those folks that can say, “I feel good. Maybe I don’t need medication.” I know my wife wouldn’t let me stop, anyway, so why not feel like that and keep taking it?