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Originally Posted by LostMyMuchness
Have you looked into masochism? It doesnt just have to be a physical thing, it can be emotional too. That's just what came to mind when I read your post.
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Yeah, I have. I don't know if its for me. The emotional pain is not pleasant. I don't like feeling this way. Sexual gratification might be pleasureable in the moment but the after effects make the whole experience not worth it. It just hurts too much.
Why am I so aroused by betrayal? Why would anyone participate in an act that ruins their life for a few moments of pleasure?