Moonkin
I've gone through periods where I feared my t would say "sorry, can't help you any more". I think it happens because we look to our t's to be there for us. We have shared secrets with them, they understand our pain. What would we do without them?
One day you will find the right opportunity to mention it to her. I think you will be happy with her response.
My t knows she is my safety and she appreciates that.
Good luck