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Yea the added stuff at tough times are usually last straw and then we tend to really say WTF Next ?????..
.onlymedid<<<<,,((((((((((((((((((((((
BIG Hug ... ))))))))))))))))))))),, ..
To Help when the Big Sigh comes again .... Rest and deal as this is slow and kick butt to the mind and eyes ,,, The tears will be dry ,,, But they will leave there mark in the puffiness....
Rest and Just lay your head on B F's lap and sleep .
This is the most blank your feelings will feel ,,, and most slow of time to pass.

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Yeah, I hate that WTF next stuff!!!!
I sure hope these feelings pass sooner rather than later.
I think I will just lay my head on my BF's lap, thanks for the idea. That actually sounds very comforting and I know he would let me.
Thanks for the
BJ
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I just add this then onlymedid ,,,,,,, Not odd to hear their voice ,, or see their face ,, or remember their words .... and Feel the hugs and smell their scent ,,, or be trigged when a favorite recipe is made that is a comfort food that you two shared .
Your closeness will be it's own resolve ,,, and you might find ,,, A
S M I L E . 
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Leave the exiting for the time that is meant for you ,, kinda ,,, Not at your choosing time >>> OK > ? <<<.oxox.Rest.............................................................. .