1. A friend disappeared from Facebook. I don't know why. I miss her deeply. We made contact almost daily and now she's gone.
2. I got hurt at the gym. This has me in nearly constant pain. The gym is part of my medicine to fight the next item.
3. Depression is mounting.
4. I am about to leave everything and everyone behind and just move out of the world I live in and into the complete unknown, regardless of consequences I suppose I'm really hoping something murders me right now.
I need advice, direction, discipline, and desire