So when the topic came up at the start I was warned to be careful. I asked why and she said because depending on how this goes she would need to hospitalize me. So I never really talked much about it. She said if I have a concrete plan with a day and such that is her line I would have crossed. I think this is all BS. I needed to steer the conversation toward something else. I do have, well let's just call them "strong thoughts" about this topic. If I can't tell her I can't tell anyone.