[I][SIZE="7Does anyone ever have bad anger spells when they are very nervous and anxious?I do sometimes when I get really anxious I do lose my temper and then become angry and start to yell.I know part of this is from my mood disorder and bipolar. My son told my shrink have been yelling ever since he was a kid at 13 that was over 25 years ago when I first started experiencing mood swings I mean one minute I am crying the next laughing ,this gets to be so frustrating because I never know when my moods are going to chance I am on trileptol and risperidone however I think my doctor maybe taking me off of it because he said it might be causing my tremors,I will have to wait and see when I get some of my meds next week.It is very hard for me to control my anger I always seem to get this way whenever I lose something or something doesn't work right for instance the other morning at two am I completely lost is because I had cable and no sound.I yelled thank goodness my windows were closed.Or when my witch of a land lady comes here.She makes me so darn anxious.there are times when I do get nervous and I can control myself,matter of fact I just laugh at my problem then there are other times well forget it ,it gets to be real bad.A few times I have taken a pillow and yelled into that.There was a time that whenever my hot water heater ran I would completely melt down I would get shaky and cry because the noise was just to loud I even yelled at the thing.I am better a bit with it now because it doesnt seem to be that loud or if I feel like I cannot handle it,i will put my headphones on. The anger really bothers me because it actually scares me,I am trying to stop but it isnt really easy to do.Does anyone else get like this from anxieties?/oh ya I was really very angry when my mom died too,
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