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Originally Posted by BatsBelfry
I have been thinking a lot about suicide lately. What it would be like. Whether I would have to ability to go through with it. How I would do it. I feel that if I discuss this with my therapist tonight it's going to end in me in a hospital. Why is this topic so out of bounds. Or is it? Maybe the fear of talking about it is in my head. Does anyone talk to their therapist about it? Hell, I'm afraid of bringing it up here. Maybe this topic is against the rules. I'm afraid of hospitalization or a meds increase. I very much don't want either.
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I too am afraid of hospitalization or a meds increase (or “forced” change

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I too very much do not want either.
I’ve even considered moving countries to somewhere I think might be more “bear friendly” - not an option
Thank you for raising this topic and for the sensitive post. It’s a “difficult topic” to raise with providers, for sure