i think you have a right to feel how you feel.


maybe you can see a substitute T in order to get by until t's family member recovers. if you end up connecting with sub T you can stay with them instead of returning to original T?


i hope you manage to figure things out...

emails can suck if theyre the only contact.


do you think shed be willing to text with you? or facetime? as thats a more "live" communication?