I live on anxiety and fear. I'm so sorry you are going through this. I give into the fear feels like every time but I need to change that. I have a boyfriend of 4 years and I get upset for no reason, cut myself when I thought he would leave, and have this intense fear he will. I know I shouldn't feel like that, I'd be ok. You would be ok too. But I hate the thought of you being alone because of it. It's such a shame.

Back Story: Borderline Personality Disorder, Chronic Depression and OCD since 2008.