Thank you for being ready for me and bringing your A-game again today. I'm glad I told you that I was aware of the fact that you brought it last week, too and how it could have been a mess if you hadn't, the deeply vulnerable place I was in last week. That I somehow fell right back into this evening. Ugh. I do love your big furry pillow btw. It was really comforting to hug it while I was feeling like I was 2 years old. And it was satisfying to hurl it aside as well (also like a 2 year old) when I got frustrated at myself. Heh. You noticed that, didn't you. You notice everything. ****, you REMEMBER everything. How did you ever remember that dream about the plants growing in the dark closet?! Yes it was perfect to bring it up during what we were talking about. Totally perfect. I had forgotten about it but you remembered. How the heck do you do that?!


I am glad that time seemed to stand still for a little while during my session this evening, yeah it happened while you were drumming, because "I" was not in the room there for however long you drummed, I have no idea, your rhythm was SPOT on and I was in the mood to journey anyway and I was gone almost as soon as you started.... no concept at all of how long you might have drummed the first time... I haven't had such a deep journey in a long time. Thank you for that. Your technique has improved big-time since the last time you drummed for me. Not that it was ever bad, I don't mean that, but it's just gotten more in tune with what I journey best to.


I'm heading outside now to light a candle like Alia suggested in my journey. Sweet dreams, my dear t.