I didn’t think I’d be able to post on this forum for awhile because it can be painful at times to read about others’ relationships with their Ts, especially after mine terminated so abruptly. I am having a really difficult time. I have left her lots of voicemails, which I feel quite ashamed about. It just feels like my heart is overflowing with grief, but I was only allotted two sessions to process it with her (both of which I was basically still in shock). I miss her terribly and I really just want to know that she cares. It’s hard to know she cares when she must know how much I’m hurting. I know that’s selfish of me to say given she’s acting out of her own boundaries, but I am just trying to be perfectly honest. Maybe that’s selfish; I don’t have any excuses. I just want to hear her say she loves me one last time.