I am having really weird thoughts. Paranoid and delusional ones my therapist said. I think I've also been hallucinating because I've been seeing shadows and white floating streaks that vanish into the ground.

When I met with my therapist the other day I accused her of lying to me and that I didn't trust her. Everything seems to be going more and more to hell now. Yesterday I thought I was being attacked by interdimensional spirits that wanted to get inside me. I saw one enter this dimension. They are there. Hiding. Can't see them but I feel them.

I know it's ridiculous but it feels so true and real. Denying this is defying my inner instinct.