The reason I get depressed and have anger-issues is because of the rampant racism in the United States. If you are an Asian man like me, your life is at least 10 times more difficult than the average non-Asian man. You might be able to get into good schools, but I've heard from a lot of older Asian guys that chance of employment in good jobs is very low because Americans have something against Asians, and especially Asian men. Asian men are seen as a threat to society. And now with the Vtech shootings things are even worse. I'm thinking about leaving this country after graduating from university. There is no point in staying in a country that holds nothing but contempt for me or wants to use me for their own profit.