I didn't mean to say anyone on this forum is being unsupportive. I do think everyone is posting out of concern though when I got heaps of responses telling me, people wouldn't do this, that or the other, and I have a lot of stress, you cannot imagine how much stress unless you are in exactly my situation, it's hard.

I know people post things out of concern. Maybe I'd be responding to someone's post saying they need IP. I don't know.

I not blaming anyone; this forum is probably the most supportive forum I've belonged to, at least in recent memory.

So I'm sorry if I hurt people's feelings. And I do know what people post here is out of genuine concern. Some times I'm more emotional (oh, that's not exactly the word I mean, I can't pull it up in my mind right now) than others. And I started my period today which while not an excuse means I was probably dealing with PMS moods as well. I can tell you PMS has never helped me get into a better state emotionally, that's for sure.