I contacted the recruiter about whether HR has made a decision yet and she never got back to me. So at this point I’m assuming a lost the job and I’m applying elsewhere. If I didn’t lose the job great but I want to cover my bases if I did. Sucks waiting to hear for sure though. I wish they would just call me already.

I’m having cramps from hell tonight. Haven’t had them this bad in ages. I though birth control was supposed to help this but apparently not the kind I’m on.

I bought a pack of real cigarettes today and have been smoking them out of stress. I hope I can stop after one pack