I have been doing decently today. I ran around 1/2 of my usual route. I had a Starbucks turkey ham sandwich along with a caramel mocha frappauccino (non fat milk but kept the whipped cream on top). I am fixing to have lunch now.

I am really needing to gain weight; it is even starting to concern me a little, which is weird. It's like anorexia wants me to get to a certain low weight and then just stop losing weight and maintain. I have never had that happen before, not even the last time I relapsed (around 2015). Usually I just want to keep losing and losing and losing. So it's kind of weird.