And no sooner than I just explained to my brother that I needed distance and couldn't be reached by phone (I also told his female friend this), here she is texting me and cussing and going off, and here he is calling. I told him that if he needed me he should email (through jpay he's in prison) or write. I just had to tell her that he will have to deal. I told him the situation and he said he understood and would give me space. Okay...so then...WHY WON'T HE RESPECT THAT BOUNDARY?!

I'm on the bring of tears, and I'm so frustrated. It's like my grandmother and brother can't function without me. I understand he's in prison, but I need space too. It's cruel to say, but I didn't put him in there. He's shown that he's not truly concerned about my well-being since he has no regard for my health and safety. I understand that she's aging and just had surgery in June, but there are others in this family who need to step up!!!

I just literally had to turn off my phone. I'm just going to keep it off until late tomorrow or later if I have to! I want to cry so bad right now. I was having such a nice day.