I just took a 5 mg valium....I am realizing how I got myself into so much stress...
I am feeling more kindly toward myself....I failed miserably according to what I expected....I was going to be the top psychiatrist in town...I broke down to be a suicidal guy in bed....but here I am at 87 yo and still talking about life...

I must say that the world out there doesn't look very nice...not only are people killing each other but who knows what nature has in store...but we can do some things to be happier...I am still trying...