Well, it's going to be raining all day. Rain always makes me feel depressed. Burst into tears this morning. Not like me. And I'm not even in a depressive episode per say. I don't know why I'm so affected. It's so stupid. Does it have something to do with SAD?

Trying to distract myself from having a total crummy day. Went to World Market with my son--one of our favorite things to do. My son got Japanese rice candy and a butterscotch soda. I love German stuff, and since it's Oktoberfest time there was a good amount of it. I got some salami sticks (my son stole half) and Spezi (cola with orange). Right now my 13yo son is concocting some sort of lunch in the kitchen. Homeade french fries and some odd sauce for them. Later perhaps I'll read as a distraction if my concentration holds out. I love to read but haven't really done so for quite awhile. I've had the same unfinished book sitting for months.